Sammie has long, dark hair. They are in a wheelchair.

Sammie

This happened several years ago, 
when I was 14 years old. 

My cousin 
was at our place a lot. 

One day when we were alone 
he wanted us to 
watch porn. 

I did not want to. 

I tried to go away 
but he closed the door. 

He put on the movie 
and told me to sit down 
next to him. 

I thought it looked disgusting. 
But my body became turned on. 

Even though I didn’t want to be. 

Why did my body react that way? 
I felt confused. 

I was ashamed. 

He asked if I wanted to 
do what they were doing in the movie. 

I got angry and scared 
at the same time. 

I screamed no 
and left the room. 

Later that night, my mom asked 
how I was doing. 

Then I told her 
what had happened. 

My mom thought it was good 
that I had left. 

She was angry with my cousin. 
But not with me. 

No one can force you 
to watch porn 
or do something else sexual 
against your will. 

It can be hard 
to speak up when it is your family 
or other people you are close to. 

Forcing someone 
to watch porn 
is sexual violence. 

If you have been forced 
to do something sexual
you may feel bad. 
 
Talk to someone you trust.